Tru Blood

Blood suckers of the night. The lude, ever so passionate creatures of darkness. 

Beautiful.

That's what I call it. Although there are harsh

 factors of being an immortal being, I however, find it enticing, sensual & all around alluring.

I've been caught up with all the aspects of this show. Making me wish I was either a Vampire, existed among them, or completely Southern.

It's just such a driven passion. How deeply they feel and yearn for the ones they love and are loyal to. I want that....

..and although I'm just a mortal, I'm no Vampire... I have found that..

Parting Is Such Sweet Sorrow

"How lucky I am to have something that makes saying goodbye so hard." ~Carol Sobieski and Thomas Meehan, Annie

As happy as I am to have confirm my happiness towards a certain someone, I am equally regrettable for having to leave it behind. I can't convey how much it will hurt to part with such an amazement. Because when it comes to 100% unconditional happiness without question of ruin--I haven't experienced something like now since the last time I felt like this... which was about four years ago when I had to literally forget about a chapter in my life that meant mountains to me. So to turn my back on someone that potentially could be the best thing to happen to my love life, or life period...well that's a hard pill to swallow. And I don't know how to handle it. All my life I've given up opportunities & things for love, because of the way I think about life and love... so for the first time I actually have to leave love behind in the hopes of making something better of myself. For the first time I can't be selfish. For the first time I realllly have to say goodbye. Something I was never really good at.

Timing and myself were never good friends. What the hell am I gonna do?